Today I felt terrible. I cannot sleep and I don’t know what to do. Times like this I wished I had someone. Times like this when I feel like I’m breaking.
Today I felt terrible. I cannot sleep and I don’t know what to do. Times like this I wished I had someone. Times like this when I feel like I’m breaking.
So I did a little emotional spring-clean tonight; sat myself in front of the paper shredder and fed all the cards and letters that once meant so much to me. Without so much of a curious glance at the words. Words. A friend once mentioned that the way to his heart was through words, and I concurred; Now I prefer to measure with actions.
"You are the only exception, And I’m on my way to believing."
‘Cause someday I might know my heart
"I am not the exception. I am the rule."
Listening to my favourite song by Joni Mitchell and feeling a little sentimental this rainy night.
"Two halves may make a whole. But, in order to be a good half, you need to be whole in yourself."
Aside from a minor unfortunate episode on the 4th which made my 26th a little less perfect, everything else was good. The unfortunate incident left a sour taste in my mouth, and I just have to rant. I especially detest intrusive people, and people who cannot think. I suppose I am very critical of certain people who try to please me; some are not fit to even think about it. I do not waste time on such people.
sweet, 26th
I have a confession to make: I find spelling errors in text messages insanely annoying. Especially the deliberate ones made to shorten words by a single alphabet or two, allowing the new-word (can we still call it a word?) to enunciate similarly. Conversing with someone doing this for long periods of time would drive me crazy.
Ah, I’m secretly hoping for a quiet and peaceful weekend all to myself. I feel hustle-bustled of late and I’m losing touch with my self. I’ve become everyone’s girl instead of belonging to myself. My life shouldn’t be this way. Because of this, I am beginning to filter my appointments and schedule my free time wisely. I want to spend more time with friends I love and people who add meaning to my life.
a little more… solitude
